How to Survive Freshman Year of College: Embrace Your Fears
I graduated from Coachella Valley High School in 2015 and I
am currently a student at the University of California, Berkeley. I know that
many of you are about to start college, or at least thinking about college
since it’s not that far away, so I will share some of my experiences as a
college freshmen.
I started out with a summer program called Summer Bridge, which
many UC’s offer. It is a program to help you transition to college with preparatory
classes. I really recommend going if you have the chance; it is a great
experience, and it definitely helped prepare me for the difficulty of the
classes in the fall.
I remember taking a math class during Summer Bridge that
covered everything up to trigonometry. During that class I realized that I
learned math, not in a wrong way, but in a very simplistic manner. The tests
are more difficult, and your score is a measure of how well you know the
material compared to your classmates. I especially remember a speaker who was
talking about STEM (science, technology, engineering and mathematics) in
Berkeley. He explained that most of the students here where at the top of their
high school classes, so it was hard to be special when everyone here is just as
smart as you or smarter. I know that it was not his intention to scare people,
but to bring them to reality. As I listened though, I couldn’t help become even
more intimidated by the classes coming up in the fall and spring.
After Summer Bridge, fall semester started and I realized
that all my classes felt the same as the math class that I took in the summer. Each
class seemed to push you to think in a more complex way about topics. For math,
that meant learning formal definitions and proofs. I think that AP classes did
help me; however, the classes I took went a step higher. If I had not taken AP
classes it would have been a much harder transition. After finishing my fall
semester it was time to take classes where the material was unknown to me. I
had to take a physics class and the second half of my calculus class. I became
intimidated while looking at the grade curves for those classes because grades
where spread out evenly, with half the class getting B’s or lower. I also
realized that others had already taken physics and calculus in high school
while I still needed to take an actual physics class. So knowing very little
physics and feeling extremely nervous, I prepared for spring semester.
I can honestly say that Physics is one of the hardest
classes that I have ever taken. I learned so much, even though there are some
concepts that I still don’t really understand. I also got an excellent grade. A
question you may be asking is: how? Even though the tempting answer would be
that it was all thanks to my intelligence, I really think it was because of my
positive attitude. I told myself that this was what I had signed up for; this
was why I was here. Of course, this didn’t make the class any less difficult,
but once I overcame my initial intimidation, I never looked back.
I also discovered that when I embraced the challenge that
the class provided, I felt an even greater passion for that subject. So when I
would get tired of working through problem after problem, I would take a break
and start again. When I felt that I was not capable of solving a problem, I
would go to my professor, or to someone else, for support. The key to stop
being afraid of the difficult problems is to talk to others about the material.
There will be times when a test defeats you. I didn’t do
well on one of my midterms and the low test score felt very demoralizing. When
this happens you should not be discouraged because it happens to everyone. My
professors have told me that it even happens to them. I revised it and promised
myself to study harder and find the mistakes in my studying for the final.
Ironically, Physics, the class that intimidated me the most,
the subject I felt least prepared for, has become one of the subjects I am most
attracted to. I originally intended to major in Chemistry, but after taking a
class I decided that it was not for me. Now I am deciding between Physics and
Math (maybe both).
I actually had a very similar experience to that of my very
good friend Hector Marin. In his blog he mentions how his class was taken by
surprise with Schrodinger’s wave equation. During my sophomore year of high
school I went to a summer school program at UC Irvine where I encountered that
same equation. I did feel frightened, but then I realized that there was
something more, a feeling of excitement. There was this feeling of curiosity, I
had no idea what the equation meant, but I wanted to figure it out.
The most important thing is to embrace your passions,
whether it is solving math problems, like me, or something completely
different. It can be very easy to get caught up with getting straight A’s or a
high GPA, but sometimes this causes you to miss the best moments in life, or to
forget to enjoy the class you are taking. Remember that an obstacle, like a
class or test, is just a small step in your journey. I did not get straight A’s
my freshmen year of college, but I came close and I enjoyed the challenge that
my classes provided.
Josue Gil was born in Mexico, Puebla, but raised in the
Coachella Valley. He is currently a sophomore at the University of California,
Berkeley and an aspiring physicist and mathematician.